you know, writing about this makes me feel so small .. so pathetic ..
i cant believe i'm still looking for buddies and friends although in real life, i'm actually overbooked and i'm trying to run away from them .. how ironic ..
it's just, none of them feels real .. we all have common interests .. they're there because of my job , family related , or stuck together since school .. i know everyone has a choice and anyone can leave but i don't know ..
i'm writing this because, i had to beg .. lets see *counts with her fingers* 6 of my friends to come with me to chocolate bar, i even offered to pay for them yet everyone was too busy .. i know i'm being a baby here by getting upset because i should be mature enough to realize that everyone has their own lives .. WHY CANT I HAVE SOME ONE WHO'LL HAVE ME AS THEIR PRIORITY ? 9eg 9eg eb 5a6ri eb chocolate bar :'''( and i haven't had that for more than 6 months now since i've been on a diet :( ...
i've also been screwing my diet alot .. not screwing with disaster-ous food but more like having more fruit than i should have .. instead of 2 , i'm taking 4 but CMON, thats not screwing up ! screwing up is having chocolate or fatty food .. oh .. chocolate bar .. ? hmmm .. DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT ! WALLAAAAAAAAAH MESHTAHYATA *sobs*
i want a diet buddy or a gym buddy or just buddy buddy who'd watch over my diet and work out .. i really really really need support :( ...
i've always been the best friend anyone could ever have .. very supportive .. how come, there's no one like me out there :( ?
world, YOU STINK !
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hey aries, wala i know exactly how you feel,, just wanting to find that persone who's 100% supportive and he'll be there for you. yes, indeed life is ironic..
well if you haven't found a buddy i'm more than happy to be yours.. i do need a friend, or a best one. =) ciao
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ya7lilich, walla ma36tni wayh
yeah so hard to find people who know what real friendship is ..
awwww i'd be more than happy to be your friend :D ..
mind if i add you to my msn :)?
hey gurl ^.^ dunno if u'v found one or yet,,
well i thought its only me who runs away from her friends and yet im lookin for ones! and searchin for a friend can never be pathetic ^.^ everyone needs a buddy, but in the same time, u have the ability to be happy even though ur in chocolate bar alone, so don feel petty..enjoy your self in such situations baby
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